I'm down with sore eyes!!! =(
Show me some love! come cure my sore eyes!! =p



left her thoughts ♥ 11:14:00 AM

where can i find the motivation to study??? where where where???
so screwed!!!! urgh!



left her thoughts ♥ 1:48:00 PM

studying the afternoon and snacking all day long...
soooo siannn....
=)



left her thoughts ♥ 2:23:00 AM

OMFG!!! i just saw a video from Zaihar's class.. and omg omg omg omg.. damnnnnnn DOPE!!!
DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE!!
i wanna dance like now now now now now!!!
=( i know by the time my exam's over,i'm a rusty old cow..

i miss dance!!
i wanna dance dance dance!!!!!!!!



left her thoughts ♥ 2:10:00 AM

Alright, i am going to copy and paste Wen Yang's latest blog post! (Wen Yang, dont sue me for plagiarism ok?) I am doing that because i kinda agree with him to a certain extent.

"She has strayed and it hurts like hell. A common phrase that some men often use. So how do men actually get out of this blazing train wreck and move on?

Most people say that infidelity is unacceptable. Despite this, we continue hearing stories about how illicit affairs do damage to couples. All it can take is a single moment of forbidden lust to destroy years of trust and deal a huge blow to one’s self esteem. There are many statistics to back this up but there’s one that caught my eye: At least one if five women will cheat on their partners in their lifetime. And if you’re wondering. The rate for men, isn’t too much higher away.

While there isn’t any doubt that a betrayal of such kind can quickly end a relationship no matter how short or long. There are couples that are able to cross this hurdle and make that long and arduous turn around that bend. If you are committed to forgiving your partner and moving on, realising that there are no quick fixes. Chances are, before the both of you actually can reach that “two-peas-in-a-pod” status again, you’ll likely have to open a huge can of worms and work on the weak spots in your relationship that were and all in likelihood, present even before the breach of trust occurred.

1. Dip deep: The plain and simple truth is that the healing process is not a walk in the park. Before any restoration will begin, first thing to do is to inspect what went wrong.

2. Get help: For many couples, the obvious is just under their noses. It just takes another objective perspective to see what it is.

3. Rebuild trust: Trust is essential and it’s something we often take for granted until it’s gone.

4. Letting go: As a victim of your partner’s betrayal, you’re bound to be plagued by thoughts of betrayal. It’s something you can’t run away from.

How to spot a cheating partner:
1. Mutual friends start acting strangely around you.
2. She stops confiding in you and seeking advice from you.
3. She joins the gym and begins a rigorous workout programme.
4. She sets up a new email account and doesn’t tell you about it.
5. She starts to delete all incoming and outgoing phone calls from the called ID.
6. She deletes all incoming emails when they used to accumulate.
7. She suddenly wants to try new love-making techniques.
8.Your intuition tells you that something is not right.
9. She goes to the store for groceries and comes home five hours later.

Why women stray:
1. Loneliness - Partners spend more time at work, etc.
2. They allow friendships with “guy friends” to go too far. Constant proximity does stir up emotions a little. And admit it, guys can be jerks. Especially those who eye girls who are already in relationships.
3. Revenge is sweet. Women cheat to give their unfaithful partners a taste of their own medicine."


well, here's my part of the arguement.
Yes, i agree that WOMEN DO STRAY. But it takes 2 hands to clap. Women dont stray unless they're unhappy with something. That means somehow somewhere in the relationship, something went wrong. Because WE are not satisfied in someway( and it does not mean sexually satisfied) . Women need to be given attention to IN ALL WAYS. Emotionally,mentally and physically being there for them and also sexually in the sense that woman wanna feel that they belong to you exclusively, a part of them that they wanna share with their partners. I believe if any of those elements is lacking, women would go fishing for it in some other men. So how do we settle this problem? Who should we side on now if we are given the situation where the woman DOES talk to the man bout her needs and her wants but the guy just doesnt understand and doesnt give it to her and she's still unsatisfied? Or given that they are worlds apart and the guy cant be with her 24/7?Would it be wrong if she goes in search for her own happiness?

I do stand for girls because we NEED ATTENTION. Every woman need to feel complete.Its a girl thing. Guys are more to the "heck-care" side, meaning that they're not so picky when it comes to those elements mentioned in the above. Girls are more sensitive by nature and they want the relationship to be perfect,they wanna feel complete. Thats why when one the of the elements is missing, they will search for the missing part to feel complete.It is just like you studying for your A levels, you cant do well for your prelims, and you current tutor is not fulfilling your dreams and your wants.Therefore you go in search for another tutor in the mean time. Its not like totally wrong right?

And thus, men should also pay attention to their ladies and make sure that they can handle them as well as their workload etc.etc. So for men, if you cant do it, DONT find yourself a woman because you wont be able to handle her.

And after all that i've said, i think that if women are unhappy with their relationship, they should just move on.



left her thoughts ♥ 6:17:00 PM

I pray for strength and endurance through this period. Its a mind over body thing.
I have been reminding myself constantly that this is the future of me. I need this, i need to work hard. I need to get good grades and earn more money. WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD!

Once awhile my body slips into the lazy mode and I cant seem to be able to get it back to work.
Frustrated and irritated, at the end of the day, my progress for studying is as good as none. Or so i believe.

I have already sacrificed dance till the end of May. I am not dancing one bit, with this sacrifice made, i have to maximise my time.... i must i must i must!

Dear Cheryl,

Please study hard now, or you will regret later.
you only have one chance and make full use of it.
At the end of the day, its your future that you're screwing around with, not anyone else's life.
Do it FOR yourself.. and you effort will be paid off.



My gentle reminder.

and now, i'm off to studying.

This is just to channel my stress and frustrations with myself. Hope no one thinks i'm mentally unsound. =)



left her thoughts ♥ 8:40:00 PM

I am a very proud owner of the new Asus F6Vseries and the All-In-One Deskjet pinter (scanner,copier and printer). woohoo!!!
Love my new laptop to the max! I can play Left 4 Dead and Dota!!! wohooo!!! love it love it love it!!!
And now,i can kiss my lousy Acer laptop goodbye!!! mwhahahahah!!!
Thanks mum!!








i'm sooo happy !!! =)
now i can do everything in my room!! that means i can camp in my room for days..

I realised that i saved quite abit of money because i havent been going out.Which is a very good thing.
Gonna study tomorrow! woooo!!!
ok. i'm usually not this high about studying. But i couldnt be happier. =)



left her thoughts ♥ 12:32:00 AM

I AM SO BLOODY *****ING PISSED!
what happened to the justice in the world???? Where has it gone too?

Remembered this case of a father from Austria who imprisoned his daughter for 24 years in the cellar under his house and fathered 7 children of his own? He regularly raped his daughter for a period of 24 years!! and her children have seen no sunlight or fresh air.
Just came across the article that he pleads guilty of incest and you know what charges his faces?? UP TO 15 YEARS!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! HE RAPED HIS DAUGHTER FOR 24 FUCKING YEARS AND ALL HE GETS IS A (UP-TO-15 )YEAR JAIL TERM???????????????????????

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF!

i feel like killing this man. And you know one of his daughter's baby was still born and he burnt the baby in a boiler in the cellar!

WHY IS THIS MONSTER ONLY CHARGED FOR 15 YEARS?????? i know he's 73. BUT UP TO 15 means it can be A SHORTER JAIL TERM!!!!

wtf wtf wtf wtf!! i'm speechless... my blood's boiling and i feel like killing this man. i feel like torturing him but cutting his penis into pieces and leave it dangling from his body, dig his balls out and cut out his muscles from his arms and legs, slid his stomach and hang him from his wrist. Leaving him to die slowly.

Why do the world's most hideous monster be let of on a short jail term?
i really really really dont understand...



left her thoughts ♥ 9:48:00 PM

It was our 4th Monthsary yesterday. And we had the most romantic time watching the movie "Coming soon". Know what my reason for watching it??So Ken could hug me when i was scared ( which was throughout the whole movie).. and YES! i got what i wanted (at the expense of my leg cramping up)..
And due to the pre-examination stress and the PMS, was pretty moody today. But i tried my very best to make it a happy day! I do hope i succeeded though. And i saw PRETTY GOLDEN SHOES by Suppa! and you know how much it cost? 350 bucks!

And i was a tiny winneeyyy bit of narcissistic when i reached home awhile ago. heh!

oh well.. now that play time's over. time for the mad mugging session!! =)
Hope all will be well. =)





the best picture for the day. =)



wooo~~~



i cant describe this picture..



this too!



left her thoughts ♥ 2:01:00 AM

It is 4.30am in the morning and I'm suffering from Insomnia once again. For the past few days, i've been getting to sleep with the help of my Flu tablets(those that will cause drowsiness) and have been sleeping rather peacefully, and of course, i overslept. And I have been waking up feeling groggy.

My plan tonight was to go to sleep without popping the Flu tablets. Geez, the plan failed miserably, and i've been tossing and turning in bed for 4 friggin hours. I wanted to wake up early tomorrow to do my maths. But I guess i'll be waking up just in time for tuition. I think deep down inside, I'm feeling a lil stressed out and freaked out by the fact that the examination is just 7 weeks away. And half of my mind is telling me that there's no hope while the other half of me is trying to pick up the momentum to study but Maths is draining me of my brain juices. I need a miracle. Like seriously.

I just took the Flu tablet and i think i'm gonna knock out in 20 mins time. I dont want to sleep so un-naturally but i cant help it. Stress is slowing biting my ass away. Decided to release some stress yesterday by playing Left 4 Dead. I guess shouting in the Lan shop DO help me release the tension somehow. And i walk out of the Lan shop feeling refreshed. Its like, taking 2 hours of your time and indulge yourself in the world of fiction. Oblivious to the outside world. I guess Left 4 Dead is my official examination stress therapy. Shopping is obviously out because i end up feeling guilty, which is definitely not helping to curb my stress.
I need more productive studying. i need, i must, i must achieve.
I feel like yanking my hair out at this moment. I feel so screwed.
And i think that helping myself to release the stress is by avoiding it. And thus, i'm tryin not to study. WHICH IS NOT GOOD! i need to think of a better way.

My determination and will-power is so bloody pathetic. No wonder i can never get anywhere in life. I suck. grr! I'm so pissed with myself.

Why cant i be like Kenichi? Why cant i have that immense amount of discipline like he does? I know it is instilled in him . But WHY cant i be like that? i totally lack of it. which now separates me from him. Because he's the hardworker, i'm the sick-ass slacker. I cant help but compare myself to him. i need a slap on the face.

WAKE UP CHERYL WAKE UP!

I hope this period will end soon.
And i'm falling alseep now.

Ciaos.



left her thoughts ♥ 4:13:00 AM

As you can see, updating my blog isn't my 1st priority.Been busy with dance and a tiny winy bit of studying. But i think its time i should at least scribble something here.

Dance Works'09 has come to an end. And i'm very proud of Dreamwerkz aka DWZ for achieving the "MOST ARTISTIC AWARD" woohoo!!! crongrats my babies! after 2 months of hard work and tears and perspiration, our efforts have finally paid off. I am so glad we didnt go home empty handed. =)

A HUGE THANK YOU to those who came down to support me despite of the large crowd and the rainy weather.You guys still came down to support me. I AM EXTREMELY GRATEFUL to you all. Thank you thank you.

Thank you daddy and mummy for making it down to my competition. FINALLY the came to support me!!

A special thanks to my boy for getting me the cutesy bear, and for MAKING it for me @ the Build a Bear store. =) thanks for doing it even though all the kids were looking at you. LOVE YOU BOY!

Heres the video of our item :




And some pictures!



He loves my hair!



me and meishan~!



me and Wan!



left her thoughts ♥ 1:18:00 AM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!